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so i made a facebook - for the sole reason of looking some cute girl up.
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[12 Jan 2007|05:30pm] |
so this girl emily,
my friend aaron and i went over to her apartment last nite.
her friend was there and was like.
"so emily really likes you aaron"
and i thought back on how i always get screwed and aaron always gets chicks.
i've been listening to alot of early november lately
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[09 Jan 2007|05:25pm] |
today is the ninth of january two thousand seven.
a few days ago i met this girl at an apartment. her name is emily. (is that how you spell it?). well she's not the girl i was planning on making out with. but we ended up "connecting" or whatever. and we sang each other impromptu songs on guitar and she said she'll write me a poem. so i'll write her a song.
here's the song so far:
there's this girl that i know
she tastes like cookie dough
i made that last part up
there's no way i would know
well her name is emily
and she studies geology
maybe she will teach me
and we'll be a happy family
she used to have blonde hair
and i loved to stare
but lately i don't care
her clothes i want to tear
i'm singing this song to the chords of ben kweller's 'on my way' so yeah. i think it's a bit too much though. the whole 'happy family' and 'her clothes i want to tear' part. but whatever.
she has a really raspy voice like she has a cold and it's really funny i love it.
she came up to me at lunch the other day and we started talking. she seemed like she was really shy like she wouldn't really look at me. which is weird for me, cuz usually girls aren't like that? and my ex was there in the cafeteria so she saw it and now i'm happy.
my ex is also in my film class. i wasn't planning on sitting with her but she waved me over. and like hardly talked to me once i sat down. and she said "hey look i'm wearing the necklace you gave me". and i said 'wonderful'. i'm an ass.
anyway, people are loud and i don't like that.
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[07 Jan 2007|07:10pm] |
jasdeep. koran. sidhu.
i got Very Sexy for Him for christmas and i reeeeek of it.
i gave my livejournal link to my friend and he called me a scene fag.
i saw my ex in the cafeteria and she gave me the fakest smile i've ever seen.
i'm thinking i gotta find a girl just to make out with - is that shady of me? i miss the feminine touch. hopefully if she thinks nothing of me and i think nothing of her but we both want some.
i'm gonna buy a playstaton 1 on ebay. i'm so pumped! i'll take some pictures of mah room and put them up here.
how do girls feel about boys' forearms? because, i don't like mine.
i totally met some girl today and i was like hi i'm eric. and she said hi i'm so and so and you have pretty eyes. how weird is that? it's weird cuz i don't like my eyes.
but i like you guys!
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[05 Jan 2007|05:52pm] |
it's now 2nd semester.
last semester i got in a car wreck. broken ribs and fucked up collar bone. parents flew me home. didn't have to take finals.
christmas break sucked.
i got a girlfriend. she's half latin. i love her very much. we met at the end of october. we were going to a dashboard confessional concert and that was the happiest night of my whole life. we held hands. we slept next to each other in the car. i stroked her hair. i love her. we had been going out for a month and i told her i loved her on her birthday. she said she loved me back. after that things fell apart. it's not worth mentioning. she says it's nothing i did and she's doing the right thing for both of us in the long run but i kinda feel like i fucked up. however i did not.
girlfriend continued:
we told each other our dirty little secrets. hers were quite dirty. no problem - i love her. this is christmas break mind you. i'm not there because of the wreck. so i haven't seen her for a month. a month of pure bliss with her and a month of shit without her. last night she broke up with me. i'm sad. everything reminds me of her. i can't listen to dashboard confessional without thinking of her.
tonight i saw her in the cafeteria with her friend talking with some guys and she was smiling. i'm quite sad.
i still love her.
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[03 Sep 2006|10:50pm] |
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i feel extremely self conscious with skinny forearms.
so i'm in college now and it's up in Idaho and it's a church school. so everyone is clean cut and all the girls are generally pretty and all the boys are skinny white nerd bombers (including myself) buuuut things are all right.
i live in the dorm with my roommate who is hella down and not the most social person but whatever. it's alright. i've met people through him so that's fine.
tonight we were supposed to hang out in the girls dorms or whatever but we were intercepted by some cute girls who wanted to play soccer so we graciously accepted. i hate soccer. i hate running and everything related to it. (who was that crazy french guy who head butted some other guy? Zidane something. i want to say billy zidane but i'm sure i'm thinking of billy zane.) anyway we played and we sweatededed and it got crazy cuz a bunch of crazy girls started yelling and wanted to join. and people kicked it too hard and IT WAS JUST A GETTING-TO-KNOW-YOU-GAME, WE DONT NEED ALL THIS KICKING!!!!? i definitely feel lame but so does everyone else so it's fine whatever.
my brother goes to school here aaand he lives in an apartment off campus. mostly older people live in the apartments. anyway, the first day here i was like sleeping in his bed aaand he woke me up and was like "yo eric, come out of the room and meet some people if you want." so i went out and like i sat on the couch and there was a guy and 2 girls and my parents and idk maybe someone else and like they were like "rise and shine sleepyhead!" and i felt really lame. anyway like i was introduced to the 2 girls. and i thought the brunette one was really pretty. (she looks like a reasonably plumper version of Rachel Weis from The Mummy and About A Boy). but she's 20yrs old and i'm a mere 18 years old and girls here tend to date OLDER guys not YOUNGER guys. so i'm pretty much screwed i think. idk, i can still imagine that she is my pillow at nite. anyway the next day or so i have to go to like church or something and i was sitting alone "reading" the bible trying to kill time. and she came over and was like 'Hey eric wanna come over and sit with me and katie?" and i was like HELLS YEAHZZ! no jk i was just like 'oh sure totally' or something equally white. anyway i sat next to them and cracked a few jokes tried to ignore my sweaty hands and then the blonde girl katie was like "i like this guy he's funny'. anyway afterwards i think they said something to the effect of "so it was fun sitting with you, you should come over sometime". and i already had a planned thing in my head so i said it like at the same time and i forgot to ask them where they lived so that sucks. i walked out of church and found my brother and told him that i sat next to the girl and her friend and he was like 'oh yeah i told her that you liked her.'
btw her name is Ashley :]
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[16 Mar 2006|10:26pm] |
today at work was a direct scene out of Officespace. literally. "errric what's happening? great. did you get my message? no? we're gonna need you to come in on friiiiiday, oh and saturday too. ok? alright great eric."
working on my friggin day off. geh
im probs gonna ask this girl out. she has a stomach piercing. kinda geh. i think i'm taking legal steroids. hah. wooo. being popular kills being emo. i'm actually like happy.
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[07 Feb 2006|09:54pm] |
i realized how lame livejournal is. but i think i'll keep it because a girl i like from brazil just got it.
i got some strokes tickets - they cost me $70. and it's an outdoor venue. why would anyone even make an outdoor venue?
<3 wanted me to call her last weekend after work so i did and we "talked" for like 15 minutes. i mostly said things like "soo uhh yeah think of something to do..." "so dude what are you doing tonight...?" "hey do you wanna do anything tonight..." and she mostly said things like "i'll call my friend and see what she's doing.." so i took a shower and she left a really nice message. but still! person A can't tell person B to have person B call person A that night and then person A says she's too tired?
at work the other day i dropped some lady's fruit bowl and cottage cheese went everywhere on the ground and a few ladies screamed. when i was cleaning it up i found brussel sprouts on the ground...
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[02 Feb 2006|09:24pm] |
strokes tickets presale today at 1pm.
i check them at 9pm
sold out
i check ebay at 9.25pm.
$120.....
my last hope is ticketmaster.
it's a lame venue though. outdoors.
while i'm on the subject, a lady had a stroke at work the other day.
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[24 Jan 2006|07:54pm] |
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i was really happy today:
1) i got a haircut and had my monsterous eyebrows waxed. i said "give me the preppie look". i think it's official...
2) a past teacher whom i highly respect, strive for approval of, and fear saw my UW admission thing and said if i was going there. i said prolly not because tuition is ridiculous. and he started talking about smoking pot and girls wearing flannel. i saw him later that day and he said i looked "uncolored" and i said i just came out of Single Survival and we learned how to do laundary today. he paused and said "god"
3) i have to get a drug test tomorrow! i think i'll be alright, cannabis can't stay in your body for more than a month i'm sure.
4) a cute weird girl who sits next to me in class started talking with me for some reason but we didn't say anything after that for the whole class period. we watched a movie and she put her head down on the desk and so i being the genius that i am, i laid my head down too, but i had like my elbow touch her elbow. hella flirtatious, eric! she probably thinks i'm a freak.
5) oh yeah. i got a cell phone today. a mobile, if you will. my dad gave me his old one, it's archaic but it has texting at least. now all we need is the internet back...
6) i have all the symptoms of manic depression (bi polar):
extreme up moods: more talkative than usual, increase in goal-directed activity, inflated grandiosity (self esteem), excessive involvement in pleasureable activities, distractibility.
extreme down moods: depressed mood almost every day, empty feeling, diminished interest in pleasure at all, irritable, decress in appetite, insomnia, loss of energy every day, excessive inappropriate guilt, indecisiveness.
i just thought i'd end my post on a good note...
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[20 Jan 2006|10:48pm] |
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i think you guys just should've lied and said that change is for the better and girls pants are gay on guys. even if you do like them. now i feel like a douche. a giant douche at that. perhaps i'm choleric. i think it's really cool how that word 'choleric' has my name in it. i guess words will always be there for me - they're more reliable than pretty transatlantic girls.
let's see.. what else can i write that might help me get a little approval from some faceless individuals?
it's just that, i couldn't wear girl pants because none of my friends wear them. i should probably edit that since my friends and i no longer talk, thus forcing me to associate myself with the popular kids while at the same time trying to pass a drug test this week. i mean i would hug every friend if i had one.
i was in such a good mood after watching donnie darko again but i don't know what happened. oh wait never mind, i do know what happened. i'll probably end up deleting this entry anyway so what the hell.
i think jim cummingham would place me on the fear side of the 'fear-love scale'. at this point i would probably call him the antichrist. i can't believe she fucking gets ran over. that damn frank.
haha this is such a joke of an entry. burning bridges is just my forte.
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[19 Jan 2006|07:09pm] |
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i spent $200 on a new wardrobe today. i was getting sick of thrift stores and girl pants. maybe now girls will notice me.
my old boss called today and i have an interview with him tomorrow. hopefully i'll get the job. the workers are complete shit heads. one the application it said what did you like least and i named names people!
i saw this girl i really like last night. i looked like utter white trash but hey. beanies just aren't for me. we flirted - but i guess that doesn't count for much because she flirts with anything with a dick. i think i have potential.
i hate myself for being a pervert.
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[16 Jan 2006|09:13pm] |
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i consumed alcohol for the first time today while golfing with a friend. i thought it tasted like piss. he said he'd buy me vodka for my birthday - shout out to ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) atmosphere__
P.S. am i the only one who masturbates if bored?
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[14 Jan 2006|03:10pm] |
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i guess my old password "fuckthis" wasn't good enough for livejournal so i had to change it to a WW2 general and add a stupid number at the end. THANKS LJ!
i watched donnie darko last night. i must be the last person to see it. it was so good though. psych movies are the best. there is so much symbolism that i don't even get at all. and plus the girlfriend was like the PERFECT girlfriend. it was cute when she fell asleep in that movie. those bullies made me so mad. the one friggin did cocaine in the hall. i still can't believe his girlfriend got ran over. fucking frank. but jake is hot in that movie.
i have no fucking luck with girls whatsoever. even though <3 has a boyfriend, the other day i gave her a gift card to star bucks for like 5 bucks or something and i can't even remember what she said because i was thinking how stupid i was for giving it to her. i mean who gives a 5 dollar gift card to somewhere? i like found it anyway so whatever. how the hell am i supposed to call her without a cellphone?
my dad says if i don't find a job then they'll take away my car. but if i do then they'll buy me a cellphone.
a life to scrutinize
a child to criticize
young adults to modernize
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sweet_ride 's survey
1. Name: eric
2. Date of birth: 11 april 88
3. Where do you live: phoenix
4. What makes you happy: orgasms
5. Currently listening/the last thing you listened to: british sea power!!
6. Do you read my journal: of course
7. If yes, what makes it especially good or bad: your humor makes me roll on the ground and laugh
8. An interesting fact about you: very elitist about music
9. Are you in love/do you have a crush at the moment: yes. 2 maybe 3. i'm a fag i know.
10. Favourite place to spend time: cuddling with my pillow in bed thinking where i went wrong
11. Favourite lyric: "he found god in a parking lot"
12. The best time of the year: umm maybe making friends with a girl in class
RECOMMEND
1. A film: jarhead
2. A book: the stranger - albert camus
3. A band, a song, an album: kashmir, melpomene, zitilites
PLUS
1. One thing you like about me: you're wicked fine!
2. Two things you like about yourself: my hair looked especially nice yeseterday. i learned how to play Wonderwall
3. Look at my friends-list and tell what you like about one of our mutual friends: umm you're probably atmosphere__ 's friend and i like her infatuation with vodka and i also like her encounters in graveyards at asinine hours of the morning.
4. Put this in your journal so that I can tell you what I like about you. roger that!
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[03 Jan 2006|07:44pm] |
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- every night before i go to bed i listen to my 'learn norwegian thru HYNPOSIS!' cd. last night when the cd was over i turned it off and started thinking and then looked at the clock and it said 05.00. i don't know if i was asleep or deep in thought for 4 hours.
- my brother woke me up at 13.00 today. it's gonna blow going back to school.
- i made my own lunch (grilled cheese sandwiches + tomato soup) and dinner (spaghetti + salad) today.
- my friend called me up and was in a bad mood but still wanted to hang out, when i took him home he said "see you in a next life". the funny part is... i don't even to subscribe to that shit! ben folds: "i've got my philosophy - keeps my feet down on the ground." it really wasn't funny but i needed a way to end this thought.
- i lied to my dad today.
- i bought the new strokes cd today.
( my review of '1st imp. of earth'... it's brief and toooo the point )
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[31 Dec 2005|11:55pm] |
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gonna marry a brunette
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[31 Dec 2005|12:29am] |
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entire family is watching dumb and dumber - it's almost 1am. odd for my family.
went to a local show tonight on the off chance that a decent band might play and i found one that i friggin love. no vocals just "psych indie". everyone is inventing new terms - it's crazy.
i had four grilled cheese sandwhiches today.
i don't really like dumb and dumber.
i think i've taken like $300 out of my account this month alone.
tomorrow i think i'm going to buy a video ipod. and some piano music books.
HOW TO DISAPPEAR COMPLETELY AND NEVER BE FOUND
-----> someone please tell me
i'm not here this isn't happening
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